I have been struggling with blasphemous thoughts about Allah and the Masoomeen (as), especially Syeda Fatima (sa). These thoughts come to mind whenever I see their names, and sometimes I even intentionally repeat them because they were already in my head. I constantly say Istighfar and remind myself that these aren't my true thoughts, but the cycle continues. I would never say such things to my own mother, yet I can't stop these thoughts about the holy figures. It began during Muharram and worsens during that time—I can't even listen to Majalis anymore. Even during Salah, I curse myself and feel overwhelmed. Am I sinning every time I intentionally think something bad about them, and is there even forgiveness for this? I know this is the true Islam, and I want to die with faith in the Masoomeen (a.s).